This morning I woke up with a word in mind, "normal." And, what does this word mean?. What exactly do we mean when we talk about normal?. "After a big change, normality can return to our lives?.
exactly seventeen days ago my life changed a slight hit. A minor setback, I was being admitted to yesterday in a hospital in La Paz. And, although repudiated this principle, the case is now just get up, hoping to find something else in the space around me.
hoped soon as you open your eyes, saw Madrid greeted me as usual. He hoped that José Luis, one of the nurses came with her smile and joy to "get" me to make me laugh. He hoped that Light, Paki or Mariluz, appeared out of nowhere with his sympathy has prepared me to bed and of course, has a laugh with me. I expected to see the halls with Esther, Laura, Mari Carmen, cross, just to give them good morning, and receive from them their smiles, their looks or the aroma of peach. Also expected to find Gloria and of course, with Pili, this woman with so many days I laughed, and so many times I've wanted to call "love" as she did with me. And, as every morning from the last days, anxiously awaited the visit of Monica, a young girl, in practice, every day going through my room but would only give me the good morning. Today expect much more than what I found. And that makes me feel sad.
In sixteen days, I met many people and most of them have shared moments of my life, thoughts, smiles, "jokes" ... an endless list of things that are gone.
And, as you well said yesterday, there is no routine in the world, as I have lived in these días.Ya it was not me who created my routine, but them. They were the ones that made me laugh, that kept my mind began to think. Which each day, I drew the first smile and the last.
But now, I feel sad. No more getting up, I find my smile anywhere. Normality can not find who was weeks ago. My tomorrow looks tired, at a pace even slower, surrounded by people running to and fro, while I find myself sitting, trying to catch his breath. Trying to catch the rhythm, what some call normal. And worst of all is that this time it cost me more.
Thanks to the nurses on the ground six of Urology and Thoracic, and my parents, for all time that have happened to my lado.Porque all they have done for me is a work of art, which I would not forget ever.
Indiyon
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